(via did-you-kno)
It can’t be a con without embarrassment. Haha I know physically I am never strong…
I met wonderful people this weekend. I haven’t laughed and smiled so much since I visited my family for Alyssa’s debut in October.
I admit, I can be negative or goofy or downright corny, but thank you for everyone for hanging with me. :)
Not once did I even think about things that were weighing heavily on my heart.
Thank you so much.
I am actually hesitant to write this…
To be honest, I’ve heard that it’s good and not good to write about my mom and dad.
“People only are nice to her because her parents are dead…” <- someone said that about me once, for the record.
It gets pretty awkward when you don’t know what to do about it. I just tell people, my parents aren’t here anymore. It’s also tough when it feels like you have to be tough and strong.
However, it’s been five years and I think I’m doing pretty okay.
I have a lot of friends now. Some just come and go. When mom was alive, I could only count a few close friends, and my mom was one of them. She was one of my best friends, even though we fought a lot.
Last year was a really tough year for me, no huge reason. I don’t know why, but it was unnecessary. Maybe it was all the build-up of trying to keep me together for me and my brother so everything will be okay. So many things happened, and it all built up. I hardly ever cried as much as I did, but it’s good all those emotions are almost gone. I’ve always tried to keep myself okay.
You aren’t here anymore to tell me who’s bad and who’s good.
Who’s right and who’s wrong.
What I did that wasn’t correct in etiquette.
I’m someone else now, I don’t know how to rate it. Am I doing okay when you see it from Heaven?
I can’t remember your voice anymore. I have to watch videos to know it again.
I wonder what heaven is like… I heard it’s pure joy…
Is it like that feeling when they told me I can finally take my brother out for a day? Maybe it’s like that…
My heart hurts sometimes. Sometimes I wish you were here, but I know all I can do is live life as best as I can.
Hong Kong.
My cousin was chasing me and I ran into a marble pillar and woke up to someone sewing my head up….
I was 3, I think.
Disconnected, complex/perplexed, and disappointed are all I’m feeling right now. It must be past my bedtime.
I haven’t been feeling like myself lately.
I always delete stupid stuff I write…
I’ve been wanting to make drinks from this blog for a year now… haha
Too bad alcohol is so expensive.
The Dashing Prince (Katamari Damacy Shot)
Ingredients:
(recipe makes 6 shots)
1 oz Blue Curacao
1/2 oz Grenadine
2 oz Vodka
2 oz Midori Melon Liqueur
2 oz Pineapple juice
1 oz Fresh lemon juice
6 Maraschino cherries with stemsDirections: Mix the Blue Curacao and grenadine and divide into the bottom of 6 shot glasses. Pour vodka, Midori, pineapple juice, and lemon juice in a shaker and shake to combine. Carefully layer the green on top of the purple, and garnish the edge of each shot glass with a maraschino cherry.
To take the shot remove the cherry from the edge and down it, and then eat the cherry afterwards. The result is a shot that’s sweet, quirky, and even a little fruity that’s best enjoyed with all your friends, just like Katamari Damacy.
Guaranteed not to roll up your insides once ingested!
(This shot is an ingenious idea and is the work of Mer M. Thanks for the submission!)
Your mom tells you to go to sleep :
But you secretly use the computer :
And when you hear footsteps
